Forgot what its like

I can't stop thinking about how unfair it all is. The 7th anniversary of his death is fast approaching. I can't remember what its like to have a father anymore. I remember him so fondly, he was such an amazing person and father. I miss him. I see reminders of him everywhere. Canada was kind of hard in some ways. I look at Scott and Dan and the Morrison's and it reminds me of my childhood before everything got so messed up. I haven't blogged in a while. I'm going to post more soon. Just had to get this out there.