Unexpected

I keep feeling homesick randomly. I didn't all month till now in the dorms. I miss the familiarity, I miss my mother, I miss the security of high school, I miss having a home. Then I remember how bored I got being there and my decision to come here seems right again. I think I'm just going to be sad sometimes here and I need to make it my home. This is a big world and a big change and I'm going to have to get used to that. I'm a big girl now.